Audrey (meredith_k) wrote,

Hello ladies and gents.

Well, crap. I can't believe that October 9 was last week. This week flew by! I'm not complaining, though. I'd rather have it fly by, honestly, than drag on.

I've just been on an emotional rollercoaster this year. I guess that could be one reason why I don't update as much. I'm not the type of person to artciulate my worries and concerns when I have them. I just bury them deep inside and try to forget them. I feel ill when I think about things sometimes. I know it's something I need to work on, but really... is it better to discuss those types of things? I haven't decided yet. It's all silly, really.

Yesterday and today were just so miserably tired. I can't sit down anywhere without closing my eyes for a little nap. This sleep depravation has resulted in my ISP returning. For those of you who don't know, ISP is isolated sleep paralysis. Its when you brain wakes up, but your buddy is still in the sleep mode. It makes me feel like I'm suffocating or drowning or something is resting on my chest. I can't move--I feel paralyzed. It's really scary. I usually have it during naps and stuff because I fall asleep in the computer lab a lot or at my desk. During the summer, I started to have hallucinations with them. Nothing scary, but like I'm having a conversation with someone. Then I wake up and I'm like "????" I just need to go to sleep earlier! UGH!

My College For a Weekend visit was very pleasant! I loved spending time with Sarah. She made everything so much fun. I think we started to go crazy around 9:30 on Friday night. Then we stayed up until 5:30 in the morning and slept until 2:00 in the afternoon. Haha. No wonder I'm all messed up.

This year I've been listening to music life crazy. Just crazily listening to it all. Ok. I want to tell you all the songs that I just can't get enough of lately.

Hometown Glory - Adele

It's Tricky - Run-DMC

When You Come Back Down - Nickel Creek

The Sheik of Araby - The Beatles

Nights in White Satin - The Moody Blues

These Arms of Mine - Otis Redding

The Garden - Mirah

I Want You - Elvis Costello

I think that's all for right now. Listen to them! :)
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